Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of someone's first name you last kissed.
abcdefghijklmnopqr

What does your last outgoing text say?
"Can't wait either See you soon"

How was your day overall?
Lame

Have you kissed someone more than 20 times in 09?
yes

Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour?
Over an hour? Johnboy is the only person I've talked to on the phone for more than 10 to 15 mins lol, but I dunno if I sat there for an hour.

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Fully? We'll go with 2.

Where were you Friday night at 10pm?
Here. Hanging out with Ryan lol.

If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Penney

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
lol uhm, yes?

How often do you hold back what you want to say?
Fairly often


It’s 2 in the morning and you get a text message, who is it most likely?
Probably Johnboy. Or Bekki or Thanh if it's a weekend.

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Relay for Life 2005

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
Nope, standing in my living room

Last movie you saw in theaters?
Ninja Assassin

Do you laugh a lot?
Yus

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
Heather and Mike

What made you start liking the person you like right now?
1/ He's the epitomy of "Megan's Type". sex in a box
2/ Don't even know. Tried not to like her. No dice. lol.

Are you good at giving directions?
Depends

What does your mom call you?
Megan?

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Nope, I loves them

Ever had a song sang about/for you?
Yup. Had one written for me once too.

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or everywhere?
When playing games such as Rockband and Singstar lol

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
heather's floor

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
There are a few

What does your last myspace message say?
I've never had a myspace

Do you currently have any hickeys?
Nope

Any upcoming vacations?
Nope

Was the last time your heart pounded like crazy for a good or bad reason?
Last time I was at Johnboy's Sexual tension you could cut with a knife.

Why do you think people cheat?
I cant answer that.


Who's the last person you texted?
Johnboy

Your heart is pounding, who are you standing next to?
See above

Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
Mostly

The phone rings; what do you say?
Hello?

What would you name your future son?
I think more about girl's names. But I love the names Alex, Damion and Dominic

When was the last time you felt like your heart was actually breaking?
Not too long ago

Are you thinking about anyone?
Always

Is there someone that you want to see?
Yes!

Will you sleep alone tonight?
yes

Who was the last person you were in bed with?
Kaylea, if you count her attacking me whilst I was trying to sleep lol

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Not really. Past few days have been crap.

Are you craving anything right now?
Relief.

Have you ever sang karaoke in a public place?
nope

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
dead

Do you need proof to believe things?
Not necessarily

Does it annoy you when people play dumb?
YES

Have your past mistakes made you wiser?
In a way

When will you more than likely want to be left alone?
Not right now

Has your life been what you've imagined it to be?
no

What is your favorite Kate Winslet movie?
I dont know... Eternal Sunshine

Do you hate to hug people?
I love hugs

Do you prefer underground or mainstream bands?
Depends what their music sounds like?

Do you look at old pictures of yourself and laugh?
I prefer to not look at pictures of myself

What is weighing you down currently?
Life, thoughts, procrastination, the inability to find a reason.

When was the last time you felt like just disappearing?
Now?

Do you take any sleeping pills?
No

Don't you hate it how people only talk to you every once in a great while?
Enh

Three days from now, will you have sex?
If he comes back from Brantford in three days

Do you like being in pictures?
No.

Are you happy at the moment?
Not in particular. I'd been so happy the past few weeks though. It just kind of died a few days ago.

What were you doing at 10pm last night?
Watching Doctor Who with Ryan

Who was the last person who drove you somewhere, aside from your parents?
Kaylea's mom

What was the last piercing you got?
When I redid my nose

Have you ever made a significant other cry?
Yep

Do you get distracted easily?
Sometimes

Are you open with your feelings to people?
Not always

Hows this last week been for you?
Shitty

Are you tired?
yes

When are you going to get your next new phone?
Sometime in the next few months I hope

Have you ever seen the last person you kissed without their shirt on?
Like right now, for example?

If the last person you kissed, saw you kissing someone else, would they be upset?
Probably not. Sex and love are different things.

Which do you prefer a kiss or hug?
Kisses.

Are you missing someone?
Johnboy

Do you want to say something to someone?
yes

Was yesterday fun?
No

Your last ex says they never even liked you, you say?
Oh, that's cool. I don't really believe he did anyway. How could you be that way to someone you actually cared about, without any fucking reason? "I'll see you in court"? Really?

When was the last time you saw your father?
Christmas weekend

Is the last girl and guy you last texted single?
Girl yes, guy no

What does your phone do when it receives a new text?
Vibrates

Would you ever kiss anyone over 16?
I wouldn't kiss anyone under 18...

Do you wake up easily in the morning, or do you like to sleep in?
Morning = Death

Do you have a job?
Mhm.

Do you like music?
Most people do.

Do you think the way someone dresses is a reflection on how they act?
Not really.

Where do you keep your socks?
In my sock drawer?

Did you ever have light up shoes?
No, though I did always want them

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Yeah, kinda live with him.

What was your last phone call about?
Johnboy wanted to smoke a bowl, but that meant he would have to go outside and leave me. So he called me and we smoked together

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
No, I'm usually pretty agreeable. Unless you're being a dick about it.

What did you do last night?
Grocery shopping

How are you feeling right now?
Shitty

Who was first person you heard on the phone today?
No one.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
I never remember them

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Doubt it lol.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Yes.

How's this week been?
lame

What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to work, going to Heather's to make sure the cat's not dead, then going to Maja's

Who was your last text from?
Johnboy

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yup.

Do you have any siblings? Are they older / younger?
A younger brother.

What's your dad doing?
At the hospital with my grandma

Are you saving up money for anything in particular?
Life.

Is there someone you want to talk to right now?
Sure.

Does the word "pudding" make you laugh?
Not really.

Whats the last you tube video you watched?
Carl Sagan thing

On average, how many texts do you send/receive a day?
Depends

Do your parents have Facebook?
Unfortunately.

Were you spoiled as a child?
Little maybe, but not really

Ever seen a weird bug and you didn't know what it was?
yes

What do you order at McDonald's?
Chicken

Are you eating?
No.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Nah, just pillows.

Do you talk in your sleep?
Apparently sometimes

Last gift you received?
Hand carved pipe from johnboy Such gorgeous <333

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
Yes... sex in the bathroom at Timmy's (twice) and Pizza Pizza

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Egg Nog

Are you listening to music right now?
Nope

What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
No thoughts really, just enjoying the moment

Did you cry today?
Nope.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
That would be Alex, so no. My boss is awesome.

What's most stressing right now?
Life.

What are you drinking?
Nothing.

What do you want for your next birthday?
Love

Believe in love at first sight?
Not sop much

You go home with a hickey, what does your mother say?
I don't live with my mother, but she wouldn't say anything

Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?
Yes

Are you currently talking to texting/instant messaging anyone?
Nope.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive. I don't forget.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Kaylea / Paul

How did you get one of your scars?
Methods

What would you say if you walked in on the last person you kissed having sex?
"I told you to close the fucking door."

Will you be under the influence of alcohol today?
No

Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
Zoo

How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
Zero. 4 hair elastics though lol.

Do you currently have a hickey?
Nope.

Last night you felt?
Lonely

What are you wearing right now?
Pj's.

Who is in the room with you?
Ryan

Do you have any tattoos?
Mhm.

Did the last person you kiss have a tattoo?
Mhm.

Does someone text you goodnight every night?
Nope.

What do you hear?
Call of Duty 2

Has a boy ever called you babe..baby?
Mhm.

Is your bra pink?
Nope, black. Though there is some pink lace

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
Not really

1.There someone you'd wait forever for?
Nope. No more waiting for Megan. She's waited too long.

2.Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
I talk to them in curt sentences

3.Is it hard to make you smile?
Lol not at all.

4.Are you starting to realize anything?
Everything

5.Do you feel like there's something missing in your life?
Yes.

6.Do you like to text a lot? If so, on average, about how many do you think you send in a day?
Texting is basically my primary form of communication. And god knows how many in a day

7.Will this weekend be a good one?
If my Valentine's day plan goes through Roxanne's, man.

8.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Someone family related. I don't much like pictures

9.Would you go back and change any part of your life?
Yes

10.If you could erase any part of your past , would you and what would it be ?
This is awfully similar to the previous question. I would, a few things.

11.Do you often feel like you're becoming someone you don't want to be?
I feel like I'm becoming me, and that's exactly who I want to be.

12.Do you believe what comes around goes around?
Occasionally. Sometimes it takes a while to get all the way around.

13.Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed kissing someone else?
Yes.

14.Do you think it would hurt them to see you kiss someone else?
I would hope

15.Would you go on a date with someone right now if they asked you?
If I wasn't taken? Yes.

16.Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yep.

17.Do you miss the way things used to be?
So. Fucking. Much.

18.Do you plan on moving within the next year?
I was planning on it.

19.Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
If he tries. But... yeah.

20.What is bothering you right now?
LOL. Lol. Lolol.

21.Do you worry your last ex will move on & be happier with another person?
Nope, he''s moved on, he's happy, and I'm glad

22.Have you seen 'The Notebook'?
Unfortunately.

23.Who is the last person you recieved a call from?
Halley

24.What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word, drama?
Lol Heidi/Sara/Carla. Oh lesbian drama. It's like living in The L Word.

25.Do you think relationships are hard?
Not hard. Just not simple.

26.Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
Yes...

27.Are you happy with your life?
It's improving.

28.Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
You never forget your first love.

29.Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
I want to say no. I really do. But it depends on the person. I probably would if I loved them enough. But only once.

30.Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Lol no.

31.Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them later?
Oh, how appropriate.

32.What was the last thing you laughed really hard at?
Josh's boyfriend thinking the dog toy was a dildo. He saw it on the shelf and was completely mortified.

33.When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
Almost ran into the door when we went to bed on Saturday. Heidi laughed at me, and Maja just shook her head. She's getting used to my retardedness.

34.What are your plans for the weekend?
Roxanne's, I hope.

35.Do you want to fix things with anybody?
If they want it to be fixed.

36.Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like?
Yep.

37.Was your last relationship a mistake?
Ha. Haha.

38.Would you take any of your ex's back?
There's one.

39.Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
Because I'm totally psychic.

40.When's the last time you cried?
Watching "Loving Annabelle"

41.Do you like to be reassured that you're cared about?
Oh yes.

42.What were you doing at 7am?
Waking up

43.Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
Some grass would be good.

44.Do you clean when you're upset?
Angry, yes. Sad, no. I tend to lay and wallow when I'm sad. Unless I'm so sad that I'm angry.

45.Who was your last text from?
John

46.Who are they to you? How do you feel about that person?
My boyfriend

47.Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Nooooope

48.Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
Not anymore, they all popped

49.What's on your mind right now?
Life, Love, and Realization.

50.Tea or Coffee?
Tea <3 It is my dearest love

51.How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
Work - 10 mins. Out - 15-20 mins. I'm not high mainentance.

52.If your last ex said they dislike you, what would you say?
...Have a good life? I didn't really give him much reason to like me.

53.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
James Brown. And no, not the singer

54.How did you get your last bruise?
I don't remember. My bruises are never actually from anything, they just appear.

55.Do you care what others think about you?
Certain people.

56.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
No idea. Suzy Sheer (probably spelled wrong) or Bluenotes, I think

57.Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
Always

58.What do the majority of people in your life call you?
...Megan?

59.Ever been kicked in the head, or kicked someone in the head?
No and no

60.Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Ooohhh yeah.

61.When was the last time you cleaned your room?
Properly? Who the fuck can remember that far back. The shove everything in the closet way: Last week.

62.Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
Female - Maja. Which is sad, considering she gets to work an hour after me. But Heather wasn't in today, and I was feeling anti-social.

63.Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Apparently I'm not allowed to talk to her anymore. I can't be trusted, you see. -.-

64.Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
At night. I have to have time to let my hair dry and then straighten it, otherwise I resemble a rabid lion. Can lions get rabies? I'm sure they can, but when was the last time you've heard of a rabid lion?

65.What did you do for Halloween?
Worked.

66.Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
I've kissed someone with many lip rings

67.Are you a jealous person?
Only if you give me reason to be

68.Who will you be with this Saturday night?
Maja and Heidi, and probably a bunch of people I don't know. And strippers. Can't forget the strippers.

69.Do long distance relationships work?
Wouldn't know.

70.Do you believe that any of your ex's still think about you?
Maybe.

71.What are you doing now?
... This is a redundant question.

72.What are you listening to?
Pink - Crystall ball

73.What plans do you have for tonight?
Sleep

74.Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
Maja's bed

75.What is more important, happiness or trust?
How can you be happy without trust. I'll have to remember to ask. But then, who said he was happy.

76.Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yep

77.Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
It's my favourite way to torture myself

78.Do you hate when people smoke around you?
Only in enclosed spaces when I have a headache. I like the smell of smoke usually, it makes me think of childhood.

79.Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine

80.Last person on your bed besides you?
John

81.Last time you had a sleepover?
Saturday. But it wasn't really a "sleepover" so much as "holy shit it's 3 in the morning, you can crash here"

82.What woke you up this morning?
My internal alarm clock. I don't know why I even set my actual alarm. Probably because if I didn't set it, it would be the one time I didn't wake up.

83.Have you ever been awake for more then 2 nights straight?
Yep

84.Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
Maybe. But I don't understand why you would want to be with someone you don't trust. I wouldn't.

85.Have you ever walked in on people having sex?
Yes. Not fun when you're infatuated with them both.

86.Who did you text the most today?
I didn't text much today. So John

87.Would you ever date a guy with a tattoo?
Have.

Another one, surprise!

You got laid last night, didn't you?
Lol no, no I did not

Have you ever had a sleepover with a guy?
Yup

Relationship status: single, taken, complicated?
Single I guess?

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "C"?
Yep

What is the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Worry. Work.

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Only john, he's magic that way.

How many hours of sleep did you get lastnight?
Not many last night, but I went back to sleep after I woke up this morning

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I don't see why he would be, I'd hope not.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Maybe little things. But mostly, if you don't like me the way I am, why are you bothering with me?

Is there someone you want out of your life for good?
Not that I can think of.

Are you happy?
Regarding certain things

Where did you get your last bruise from?
Lol.

Have you ever thought you were going to die?
Lol yes.

What is one action you do when you are really embarrassed?
I nervously and obsessively tuck my hair beind my ears.

What did you last cry over?
Would rather not discuss that

Do you mean anything to the last person you held hands with?
I'd like to think so

Is there one person that you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Anyone that could put up with me that long sounds good lol.

Where did you go last night?
Nowhere. I wrapped presents at home.

How many windows are open on your computer?
4

Are you shy?
Yes, depending on the situation.

Are you close with your siblings?
No

Would you rather be the heart breaker or heart broken?
I don't know, that's a hard question. I can't decide which hurts more, the loss or the guilt.

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Too often

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Good, tired

Do you believe in love?
Sometimes

Current mood?
Kinda sad, actually. Not too sure why lol.

Are you too forgiving?
Yes :/ Up to a point.

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Yesssss.

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
Probably not. The only person I'd want that from doesn't want it from me.

Do you care what others think of you?
Only a few certain people.

Do you think you will be married in ten years?
Not really.

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
Depends who you are and what those feelings are. Generally more closed off.

Think of the last person you told "i love you" to, did you mean it?
Of course I did <33 I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it.

Do you live on your own?
Not yet. In a few months hopefully

Are you feeling uneasy about anything?
I usually am lol

Does the sight of blood disturb you?
Nope

Do you hate drama?
Yes. When it concerns me, anyhow. If I have nothing to do with it, it can be amusing

Would you rather go blind or deaf?
Deaf. If I couldn't read or see the trees I would die.

What would you do if you found out your boyfriend/girlfriend was HIV+?
If they knew - homicide.

Where is the person you care about the most?
He says he's at home.

Do you have any plans for later?
Not yet. I'd like to take out the xmas decorations.

Have you/could you give up eating meat?
I heart chicken

Do you eat at Mcdonalds ever? What do you get?
Yes, and I usually get the chicken mcGrill

Do you think babies are cute or annoying?
A bit of both? Depends on the kid

Would you like receiving flowers or do you think that's tacky?
Yeah, I'm sad like that. I would love to recieve flowers. But the only person that ever gave me flowers was Drew.

Do you like where you are right now?
Meh

Are you in support of gay marriage?
100%

Do you have trouble eating anything that looks or smells really gross even if it tastes good?
It's more about the texture

Do you like to text a lot? If so, on average, about how many do you think you send in a day?
Yes, and too many.

Is there something you plan on accomplishing after doing this survey?
Not really?

Do you have a computer in your room?
My laptop is generally in there.

What pisses you off a whole lot?
A lot of things. I'm far too lazy to think of examples.

Do you think high school is a waste of time?
Certain aspects.

Would you ever consider doing anything sexual with a teacher or a past teacher?
Lol well I won't lie, I definately had a crush on my grade 9 religion teacher and my grade 10 history teacher (who was also my grade 11 anthro teacher. Yes, I was excited ). But I don't think the idea of sexual relations with a teacher really appeals to me :/

What is your favorite kind of breakfast cereal?
Frosted Flakes <3333 And cinnamon toast crunch

Would you do something you didn't really want to just to please your significant other?
Probably. Wait. I have done that. A lot of that.

Do you ever want to adopt a child?
Yes

Is trust important in relationships?
Quite.

Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, when did you last talk to them?
In person, yesterday on break. Texting, just now.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
I do that a lot

Last three texts in your phone are from?
lol John, who else

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
Quite a few

Do you hate being alone?
nope, I quite enjoy it often times.

Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with?
Never

Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a water bottle means your sexually active?
LOL. No. No I did not.

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
*looks at Halley*

Are you enemies with a former friend?
I don't know if I really have any enemies nowadays.

Can you vote next election?
Yes?

If you could get rid of anything in this world, what would it be? Why?
Ignorance

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
Why not, 18 year olds drink regardless

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up, if so from who?
No, but I was woken up by one

What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
That's a surprisingly difficult question. Sometimes I don't even know.

Do you drink tea?
Tea is fucking God.

What's a bad habit you have?
Procrastinating? Talking too loudly? Not talking enough? Talking too much about the wrong things, cracking my knuckles and neck, being lazy, oh wait, you only wanted one?

What is one thing you would love to happen today?
Same thing I want every day, Pinky.

Would you kiss anyone on your top friends list?
Have done. A few of them methinks. Lol I'm a whore.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
It's always different. Unless John's here, then I sleep on the side without the wall.

What is your ringtone?
Random tone

Did you get drunk last weekend?
I did a bit of drinking. But normally I don't drink.

Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
I don't delete them?

What hurts more, to forgive for someone's wrong-doing or to forget?
Forgetting, obviously. You have to be some kind of special to actually just up and not remember.

How many different houses have you lived in throughout your life?
9th
Kingswood
Ralgreen
Patricia
Black Cherry
Paulander
Sheldon
and hopefully Highland/Westmount soon <33

Is there something that you haven't told anyone that you actually would like to tell someone?
Kind of

Do you fear growing older?
Sometimes I do.

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see / hear it?
A lot of songs remind me of different people. Certain words and smells.

Do you trust all of your friends?
not all of them

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
I would hope so.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Tired, but I woke up to MSI and a text from John, so it was happy lol

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Lol oh God, uhmm... I don't take pictures... it would have been back in grade 11 when I took my camera to school in the last few days of class... so either Drew, Neary, Ben, Jill or Jess I guess. Or Dan or Alisha. Or Mina. Or someone. Lol.
Or Jory, but I think I only ever got his hands (giving me a mean gesture)

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yep, plenty. My best friend when I was like 5 was Jason. And there have been a long line since then lol. The one I miss the most being Alex

Are you afraid of falling in love?
no, as long as either it's returned or unknown.

Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like shit?
Yeahh. That's done now though.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past two weeks?
yep

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
As far as I can tell.

Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but found out they really did?
Once or twice, but I'm usually good with that kind of thing

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
A lot of people. Kat and Katie, Alex, Ben P, Chris, Steve, I never see Jory anymore, and I miss Drew sometimes.

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
I sent her a Facebook message a few minutes ago?

What is it you truly want right now?
A reply from the super of those damned apartments.

What are you looking forward to?
Christmas, moving out, going to father's on Tuesday (he's the only other person I know as Christmas Spirited as I am, so I'm excited to see his house all decorated, and I haven't seen him in a while.)

Would you rather go to a party or go out of town?
Probably out of town, but it depends what kind of party and where, and who with.

What was the last thing you ate?
Combos from the vending machine at work. Yesterday. I'm hungry

When was the last time you talked to the last person you kissed?
On break yesterday

Whats on your bedroom floor?
EVERYTHING

What did you wake up to this morning?
Mindless Self Indulgence and a text from john

What did you do today?
Nothing yet, I just woke up. It will be work though. Joyous.

Describe your current shirt?
White and grey striped tank top. Yay PJs

Where was your default picture taken?
Daryl's Dining room a few Christmases ago.

Who were the last people you ate with?
Besides Lydia at work; John, Josh, Nik and Mark

When was the last time you felt guilty about something?
I feel guilty a lot. Most times I don't even know why.

When were you last on a boat?
lol uhhhmm... in Elementary school at one point... it was my grandfather's...

Where are you right now?
my room. On my bed.

Do you drink your soda from a straw?
Only if it's got a lid with a straw hole.

Where will you be two months from now?
Hopefully in my new apartment

What color hoodie did you wear last?
Grey from Bluenotes

Are you alone?
Yeahh

What was the last hotel you stayed in?
Something cheap. It was in elementary school. We went up north to Poassin for my cousin Tammy's wedding. All I remember are her sister's tattoo (because it was a massive tiger that did not go well with her bridesmaid dress lol), my yellow dress, and driving back to the motel after the reception, staring out the sunroof at the most stars I had ever seen.

When did you last go to the beach?
Probably like, grade 6. Maybe grade 7

Are you crushing on someone?
Maybe

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Apparently

Do you want to get married?
If it happens, it happens. Obviously not too soon.

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
yep

How many times have you really truly been in love?
I always think of the same thing when this question is asked, but it's not fair to call that love. It was more of an obsession, an endless need. But other than that. It's a secret

Last voice you heard before you went to bed?
Besides Adam talking on the phone, it would have been Karolina ( ) saying goodnight.

Have you ever gotten into a car wreck?
Not a wreck, no. Closest to it was when Neary's car spun off the road on the way back from his place. That's what happens when you're doing 150 down a tiny dirt road at 11 at night.

First thing you ate today?
Nothing yet, unless you count toothpaste.

Have you ever done cocaine?
nope

Do you think you are an argumentative person?
Depends on the argument. And just how right I know I am

Has this weekend been good?
I work weekends.

Was yesterday better than today?
I highly doubt it will be. I hate Sundays. Nothing but involuntary schedule changes at work, with angry and/or fucking dumb customers.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
Around midnight I think.

Are you happy right now?
more or less

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
I didn't

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
No... never...

When you shut off your alarm clock, do you go back to sleep?
I don't shut it off, it shuts off on its own at 10:50. If it shuts off and I'm still here, I know I have to book it to catch my bus.

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
I'm a woman, of course I have.

Do you talk a lot?
Not generally. Sorry about that.

Wake up next to anyone this morning?
No Not today

Did you cry today?
no

Who was the last person to make you smile?
John In person though, Dilara

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Mhmm

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I don't even know how to describe what I'm in now, so relationship is going to be a non-word. I'd imagine (and hope) things will still be the same as they are now, but an actual "relationship" doesn't seem like it's wanting to happen.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
Probably at work.

Who knows you better than you know yourself?
My imaginary friend

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Karolina

What are you doing tonight?
Nothing as of yet. Might drag someone to the movies with me

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
My number one? Meaning what?

Are you excited for the future?
No, I'm terrified.

What is the last movie you watched?
Grandma's Boy <333

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
No, they make more sense than the same sex, for the most part.

Are any of your friends pregnant?
Yes, Josefina. And Jaquie

Are you taller than 5'5"?
Hah. No.

What were you doing at 9 this morning
Sleeping *stares wistfully at pillow* Good times.

Can you admit when you're wrong?
I'm never wrong. I know all.

Who was the last person you fell asleep texting?
John. I used to do that a lot

Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
Normal as far as I know

Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night <33

What would you do if you opened up your front door and your doorstep was full of surprises?
That depends on what you mean by surprises. Dog poop would be a surprise. I would be pretty bothered.

Are you there for your friends?
I try to be <3

Are you a forgiving person?
It depends who you and what you've done. And how many times you've already done it.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
No

Who is with you now?
My cat?

Anything bothering you now?
Kinda

What are you listening to right now?
My cat snoring.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Besides customers - father

Do you like your mom?
When she's not drunk.

Who was the last person to text you?
Didn't we already cover this? A few times?

Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
No.

Have you ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Never even been.

What are your plans for tonight?
Again, we covered this.

What does the seventh text in your inbox say?
im too lazy to check.
fine i looked. It says "Do You promise? :$ "

Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
Watching House Party last night.

Do you know if anyone likes you?
As far as I know.

Do you want to be married right now?
uhh not quite?

What do you usually do first in the morning?
watch tv, make tea or brush my teeth

Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
nope, just tea usually

What is making you smile now?
Nothing right this moment

Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
Somewhat. It's my Friday

What is on your mind now?
I'm hungry. And I want to go xmas shopping

Are you expecting a phone call?
no. I don't like the phone

When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
Certain songs, certain persons. and of course, Lasagna

Last time you cussed?
During this survey?

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
Nope

Will you answer every question honestly?
Yep

Have you ever punched someone in the face?
Yep

Do you miss anything or anyone?
I miss a lot of things. But yes :$

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
nope

What do you dislike at the moment?
Delta airlines. United sucks crap too sometimes.

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
i dont have top friends

Do you get butterflies around the guy/girl you like?
Sometimes :$

Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
How do you know I'm not doing them now?

What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
Nothing lasts forever.

When did you last cry?
i dont remember

Have you done bad things with your parents nearby?
Lollll yes.

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
Because I'm totally a snot nosed bitch like that.

Did you ever fail the school year?
...

Do you think your future will be a good one?
I can only hope. Though I am afraid.

Do you think you were raised well?
I do, it just didn't work out so well in the end.

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
Yes.

How do you handle stress?
Sometimes I freak out. But usually I manage pretty well lol

Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
Only if it was my brother.

Do you really think exs can be friends?
Yes, yes I do. *living proof*

Do your parents really know YOU?
Not really

Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Yep

Ever cry in public?
Nope

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
Opposite, usually

Did you like the last person you kissed?
Lol, no I kissed him out of spite. Of course I do <33

Who was the last person to make you mad?
Besides customers, my brother.

So what do you want for Christmas?
You

What did you dream about last night?
Lol I actually dreamed that I checked my E-Mail and the reply from the landlord of the apartment we want was finally in there. I woke up before I could open it though

Ever kiss anyone with a tongue ring?
Yep.

Are you artistic?
Not really. I used to try.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Not this

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
Mm, not really

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Mhmm

Do you like your life?
Certain aspects

Has one of your friends ever stolen your crush?
Crush, no. Boyfriend, yes.

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Always <3

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Lol recently. And I went through with it. I feel so much better.

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
Lunch.

Do you smoke weed regularly?
Yes

Looking forward to something this weekend?
Nothing yet.

What time did you wake up this morning?
10:00

Have you ever been awake for more then 2 nights straight?
Yep

Do you drink lots of water?
I mostly drink tea and Mountain Dew

Are you concerned with politics?
Lol only American. And not concerned so much as amused.

Do you currently have a hickey?
Lol not as far as I know

Are you a vegetarian?
CHICKEN <3 I could not live without it.

Did you ever want to be a life guard?
Yes, I even took all the courses, with the exception of the actual qualifying course, because you needed to be a certain age that I was not, and by the time I reached that age I adamantly refused to put on a bathing suit.

What time is it?
12:30

What really pisses you off?
Customer's that don't read hotel rules and restrictions before booking. Or customers that book the wrong flights and then get mad at me because they're dumb.

What song are you listening to?
If - MSI

Are you close to your grandparents?
Kind of. Not really.

Do you enjoy working in the garden?
Yus <3 As long as its not too hot

Are you watching tv right now?
No

Do you miss anybody?
Muchly

Do you have braces or glasses?
Glasses yes, but I don't wear them very often

What color are your toes painted?
I really don't like painted toes.

Do you like Chinese food?
Yummeh

Do you read horoscopes?
Not if I can help it

What song is currently on your facebook?
What?

Does anyone have your heart?
Mhm

Is any one in the house with you?
John is sleeping downstairs (mothers bf)

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
One

Do you like winter?
Only until January 2nd

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
i dislike phones in general, unless they have texting capabilities

kissed someone that name starts with an s?
Yep

Have you ever looked for shapes in the clouds?
If you haven't you're deprived.

How much alcohol do you have stashed in your room?
none, I don't drink.

Think of the last person you told "i love you" to, did you mean it?
Of course <3

Do you have any text messages that you don't want other people reading?
Lol yes

Have you had sex with your number 3 on facebook?
I don't know who my number three is. *Checks* Actually, yes. lol. Long ago.

How old do you think you'll be when you finally have kids?
I don't even know if I'll have kids

When's the perfect time to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I didn't know there was a perfect time.

When's the next time you will see the person you like?
Soon I hope

Do you know anyone with the same first name as you?
Too god damned many people.

Who are you closest to in your family?
Mother I guess.

What are you wearing as of right now?
PJs

When is the last time you went to church?
Grade 7

Do you get along better with girls or guys?
fail.

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Father

Who was the last person you got in an argument with?
Adam

When was the last time you had pizza?
Few weeks ago. I miss working at Domino's lol, no more free food

Who are you more like your mother or your father?
Father

Who was the last person you added to your contacts list on your phone?
Emilia

What was the last thing you cried about?
shht

What are the last spoken words you heard?
Lol, watching House Party - "They have a bathroom in their bedroom. Can you believe it? They crap where they sleep (Don't get any ideas). ... I probably shouldn't even be drinking this."
"Shhh. Of course you should."

What has been your best year so far?
grade 11 or 12. Or 8/9

Do you know anyone addicted to anything?
Only cigarrettes and sex

Where is your phone?
beside me, as usual

Do you know anyone by the name of Lee?
One first name. Quite a few with the last name.

Where is your pet(s) right now?
Bynx is in my laundry basket, Butters is beside me, Gerbils are in the basement, and the dog is probably sleeping with John.

What color phone do you have?
red

How do you feel right now?
Hungry. But alright

If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick?
Muffin

What's irritating you right now?
My back hurts?

Does anyone call you baby?
Lol no. Drew used to call me babydoll sometimes, but that's it.

Did you hug anyone today?
Nope

How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
<3

Do you say fuck a lot?
Yeah, I'm terrible like that

Has someone seen you completely naked in the past 12 months?
Maybe *blushes*

Do you have any friends from other states?
"Other" states doesn't apply

Last place you went to?
besides work and home, Crabby Joe's

Have you ever driven in a car with people that didn't have a license?
Lol not as far as I know

Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
chile

Do you clean when you’re upset?
Yeah, depends on what kind of upset lol

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Nevar.

1. Is there someone you want to date right now?
I don't like that question.

2. Name a quote from the song you're listening to?
Tell me exactly; what am I supposed to do, now that I have allowed you to beat me? (The Game by Disturbed)

3. How is life going for you right now?
Shitty. But let's not get into that

4. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
No one who needs to know, no.

5. When was the last time you cried?
This question seems to be in every survey

6. Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
Quite a bit?

7. What is your favorite fruit?
(Ew, Ashlea, who says cranberry lol). Banana. Or Kiwi.

8.What's the most important thing in a relationship?
There's really no 'most important' thing. It's a balance of a few important things. And it all depends on what you need/expect from said relationship.

9. What's the last song to make you cry?
Goodbye Alice in Wonderland by Jewel. Except for the first verse, it's so close to exactly how I've felt that I feel like I wrote it.

11. Is your best friend pretty?
Yessir

12. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Oh yes. But that means nothing, you can always dig deeper, you just need the right tools.

13. Do you trust people easily?
Depends on the person.

14. Where is one place you want to visit?
Japan. Or Egypt. Or Ireland. Yeah, I'm generic brand.

15. Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
I heart hugs.

16. Are you a tease?
So some people say
But no, I dont think so.

17. What made you happy this weekend?
I work weekends. On my days off, however. Person.

19. What color shirt are you wearing?
Green

20. How long is your hair?
Past my shoulders by a bit

21. How long have you been friends with your best friend?
Like... 11 or 12 years now? (*Holy shite lol*)

22. Last thing you drank?
Mountain Dew <33

23. Are you happy right now?
Can't say that I am. I'm sure it'll pass soon.

24. Does someone have a crush on you?
How did you know I can read minds?

25. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yep

26. If someone who didn't know you had to guess your name, what hint would you give?
There's a thousand fucking ways to spell it, and even if I write it out, no one spells it right. Or I would say I don't have time for guessing games and simply not give them anything and walk away.

27. Anything important you need to tell someone?
Not need

28. Will you ever tell them?
I doubt it

29. Do you have big plans and goals for your life?
I wish I did, but goals tend to get shot down and in the end just make things more stressful.

30. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
Deep and meaningful? Only myself. Can't remember farther back.

31. What was the last thing you Copied and Pasted?
"Like when you open a drawer and the contents don't make sense to you, and you can't equate them with anything beyond a simple label. Knife. Scissors. Spoon. You remember these words but all meaning is lost. That, I think, is the definition of Existential Crisis."

33. In one word describe your love life?
Wishful-Thinking. (Hah, I cheated)

35. How many tvs do you have in your house?
4

36. Do you ever eat because your depressed?
No

38. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
He knows

40. When is the last time you went out of the province?
Grade 6, Florida

41. Have you ever had a true-friend?
Halley

42. Do you crack your knuckles?
Yeah

43. Are you ticklish?
Extremely

44. Have you ever felt not good enough?
Most people do